Tuesday, 26 May 2009

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  My Life Never Fails to be Complex

  So I know that I haven't written anything in a very long time but ... well, I've been busy. Very busy. Crazy busy.
  
  Once again, I decided that I would stay away from lonely and annoying Parker to go to Clarion for a few days to take care of a few things here and there. Mostly medical stuff and to see some of my last batch of Clarion friends off since they were graduating.

   

  Stayed with a girl that had a boyfriend but she got sent away to Rehab and while she was at rehab he was dicking every piece of ass in Clarion. She escaped from Rehab ( yes, she ran away from ReHab ) just to see him since she thought he was loyal and everything. And me being the bastard I am ... I wanted to leave evidence behind that he had girls in her room. Left behind clothes that I stole and left in certain areas.
  
  She came back and she still wanted to be with the douche. Something about a new beginning. Well, then I was stupid and tried to aid in her escape by suggesting she stay elsewhere until her ride could come and get her.

   

  Well she got caught like I thought she would and she got sent to jail. Jimmy ( her boyfriend ) went back to doing Clarion and bad mouthing me. Yes, I wanted to beat this douche.
  
  Well, eventually I confronted him about using the N-word in reference to me. He ran away scared. Came back later to get his shit and left to move in with his new girlfriend.
  
  All this while, I've been realizing that I've been hostile to all of the people that came to visit Elliot aka Easy E or just Easy ( more or less my new roommate while I'm babysitting Emily's house who is also close friend of Emily ).  But that is kind of fine with me because whenever I try to be nice, I get discarded so ... yeah, I'd rather push everyone away then be ignored or cast aside.
  
  However, I've been talking to this girl from MySpace. Her name is Amanda ( like the name doesn't haunt me enough )
  
  

  

   

   

  We've been talking and talking to her kind of keeps me sane. Helps me feel a little less alone.
  
  Also with the arguer issues I've been having. I've been seeing a counselor at the Mental Health Clinic a few blocks from Em's place. It has been ... going. It has been helping more than hurting I guess. I like it. I have a Black 80 year old lady whom I think is afraid of me. lol It is kind of funny in a way ... but that is just my evil side talking now.
  
  Anyways, I went to see Emily in jail and told me that she wanted to go out with me when she got out.
  
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  I told her that I'd had to think about it.
  
  Two days later I found out Jess, a girl that I was talking on Tagged, lived closer then I thought so we hooked up and became an item for like 4 days until she thought something was weird about me and dumped me. Told me to move on. Took me 2 days. I'm getting better with the moving on stages.

   

  I'm getting colder. It helps beat the heat.
  
  So I've been dealing with a few other things since then. Elliot has a girl that he doesn't like but she loves him. She hangs around all the time and she is stupid for liking Easy when he is just using her for a piece of ass. But hey, who am I to tell someone that they are stupid ... well, never mind that. I did tell her that. Then she got drunk and got me drunk and she saw my piece.

   

  Yes ... my piece. You know what I mean. Don't make me say it.
  
  Anyways, since the, my coldness has got more intense and it seems to focus on Meghan and her friend Heidi who is a complete C-word to me. Well, I guess my attitude got too much for Heidi and she called me the N-Word and I smiled at her. I mean, I think it was different because my behavior is now deserving of the name where prior to now, I was the nicest mother fucker known to mankind. So that was a monumental event for me.
  
  A few hours later, her friend Meghan sends me a text saying that she wanted to hook up. Obviously it wasn’t true so in a few hours, she said ‘forget about it’.
  
  Well that is it for now. I have other places to go run to. More later. Promise. Because you guys and gals deserve it.

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