Wednesday, 06 May 2009

• Cheating Jimmy

  I hate freaking Jimmy. Not sure if it is much of a shocker to you readers but I have a thing fo Emily and I gracefully backed down when she choose Jimmy yo be her boyfriend. Hell, I even befriended the guy.

  But Emily has been bad and had to go to rehab for to weeks since last Friday. Jimmy left with her but he went home and come back Sunday ( as you read in the previous entry ) and was honry as a mofo ( as you also read in the previous entry.

  Well, on Monday, I manage to get myself busy and when I come back, he is talking about this other girl. I'm thinking it is just another friend and that I shouldn't care because I had other things to worry about.

  But yesterday, he had this girl over and yes, he banged the shit out of her. I didn't know who she was at first but after 5 hours of just hanging the fuck around the apartment and getting in the way of the TV, she goes "You don't remember me, do you?"

  By this time, I am pissed as because Jimmy is cheating on Emily with this chick and I was sexually deprived myself so that a double bad for me. So I gave an uninterested "Nope" as I worked on getting my game to work for me, since it was probably the only thing working for me at the moment.

  She goes, "It's me, Danielle".

  "That's nice," I coldy replied.

  "Nips!" she exclaimed and with that, memories of Trey and his stoner friends flushed through my head. I remembered her all of a sudden and I was even more pissed. She's been here for hours and said shit and now she wants to reveal her identity? WTF. So that on top of everything kind of had me pissed. So I still didn't care.

  "Congrats" was my response.

  When they left to take her home, I went into Emily's room to get a blanket least suspected to be covered in discharge and cum when I found a note from Emily asking Jimmy to not cheat. I laughed at the thought. There was a word for it but it escaped me.

  Anyways, I figured that I should get some leverage for later so she came back today and I took a picture. :) Black mail material for later.

  [forgot my cord to my camera so the cheating photoes have to wait another day]

  But when I took the picture, I thought to myself that Jimmy is a side of me that I hate seeing. The cheater. The slacker. The guy that doesn't do anything and that cheats to get what he wants. For a moment, I hated myself so badly.

  Currently, I still do. So I tried to bring him cheating on Emily into a conversation with him. He said that he likes Emily and all but she has an apartment and the other girls that he likes don't. She basically he is only with her for a place to stay. Personal jab at my history. I hated myself even more because it was starting to look more and more like my relationship with Chasity ... minus me cheating as often as Jimmy.

  And he told me that he was a dad three times. This kid is 19! Now he just made me sick to even be around him because he acts like he doesn't have a fucking care in the world and here he is a father of three different kids to three different women. Jimmy became scum in my eyes.

  But now here is the problem. If I tell Emily, I probably still won't have a chance and she might even throw me out. Emily isn't the most reasonable person. I have to look out for my own ass here. I don't want to be put out on my just because she hates ALL men.

  So there is a part of me that wants to let this shit ride for a while until I get everything in Clarion done and go back to Parker and think of a way for her to find out on her own that Jimmy is cheating so it doesn't look like I hid anything or that I had anything to do with it.

  Damn, why is everything I do or everything I am involved with so complex and complicated. Alright this is a rare time but I want to hear what you guys and gals have to say about this? Obviously I want to tell her and have Jame's ass on the street ASAP but the blowback might damage me big time. :( Rock and potential hard place.

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